Every morning , early in the morning I am think about the moments that I have spend with friends and try to found out any topic to write about my life.
So it mean that this is not about my life it’s going around my friend’s lives
Sometimes very rarely you can find some of emotions that belongs to me combined to my friend’s charcters. Sometimes unknown peoples ask my email ID and send me whole different stories about office times and incidents that they have faced.
So..in weekends I read all those stories and mixed everthing and put some story by using those incidents. So in every words every expression repesent some one that I have never met or my friends.
Whenver they see my story,whenever they read my blog they catch exact movement that is written for them. And other peoples doesn’t know other’s story.
Among the other emailers, I like the unknown emailer. He is using names but those are fake , and there is something fishy on his email domian also.
May be a temporary email account!
An unknown E-mailer again send me an email, yes he is satisfied about my twisted plot about him
And here again he came with another story line.
After seen his mail , my brain automatically quoted that name he mentioned before I quickly replied him asking What happened to her ? is she ok ? and how are the things with you and etc.
So Kavi seems you have some interest to read my story ? or you too curious about this girl?
So this unknown email guy is not just ordinary guy who is emotionally drowned and mentally unstable or
Not just a someone who write some craps to me.
Wait what is he guessing me? Is he trying to keep up with my thoughts? Is this one trying to send Trojan horse to my mind?
I wrote everything I felt and send it to him. He said no he is not a physician or mentor. Everyone must know about this story but always his name and her details should be highly classify.
Ok once promised, it is unbreakable promise , I’m again down to read your story and rearrange it and twist the story. So their relatives friends can’t trace it back to them.
It is not brotherly love but it is not friendship there is more than that always.
But I think sometimes I’m in love with her but not to sleep with her.
So Mr. you are telling me that you weren’t fall for her body?
yes agree with that but only 50%. But I never felt to do something like use her and dump her.
Instead of that I always needed to make her comfortable.
Sometimes I needed to see her face early in the morning. And it is extremely satisfying.
You don’t know how about her beauty, but she always condemned herself and think that she is no
That much beautiful .
For today it is more than a one and half year since that she have left our office and joined for another one. But some sleepless nights still she sending me text asking how about me?
I would like to send her I am not ok without her at office but instead of that I send her that everything is ok and I’m doing good here.
Also then I ask about her boyfriend. She always telling me the current things and share with me everything. When she is telling about her dinner outs and lunch out and vehicle rides I feel jealousy a real envy . when she telling me how he hurt her what he have done to her , it really triggered me and make me so angry. How could he treat like this to a girl that much opened minded this lovely and cute. How could he raised his hand to hit her hard, how he can made his mind to slap her cheeks that I have loved most . scars It is not lovely pain it is not a mark of love bite. But after all she is in love with him. Why? May be deep in her heart she think that she’ll never going to find someone like him.
So maybe she is over protecting him, but as far as I knew that she never stop him or set rules to or force him. She is ok and always let him go out with friends.
Ok Mr.Anonymous so you type these passages with anger and jealousy , you just needed to justify your feelings by telling me this you need only make you mind lighter temporary . Am I right ?
Yes Kavi, may be it is soul searching . but you don’t know how someone feel when their’s loved one got hurt, when they are in pain.
All correct , you won but I wanna know something . what about your wife Mr. Anonymous is this girl know about her ?
I know there should be a nail. I got the hammer, what I did was guessing the place of nail and hit hard , banged as harder as I can but in completely dark like blind guy.
Guessing and action always not bring answers but there will be no answers without guessing and actions.
You kavi, you sometimes act as ignorant and pretend us that right side of your brain is actively using,but seems your left side brain is also collaborate with you pretty much nicely and cleverly.
You are a real cunny Fox. Good for you bad for us.
And here is the thing man I don’t have a wife , a fiancee but heck yes I have girl friend .
What kind of story is this?
You do have a girlfriend and she got a boyfriend , so be happy what the fuck are you doing this. Stay happy man!
No kavi, I’m not telling that I need her as a girl friend or just friend I always think that she cares about me more than a brother and I also found myself I do care about her more than a sister. But I don’t want to sabotage her happiness. She always telling me that she don’t want to possess anyone, so I also .
It is happy to being loved by someone we love land loved you back, with little pain, with little envy.
Imaging them to be yours , imaging peoples thinking every second about someone special to them. “ what if she was my girlfriend what if he is my boyfriend what if she was my own sister whenever you can cares and cuddle, what if he was your own brother always stand with you”
Let me know man! I’m signing off from instant messaging so leave me an Email Kavi! I’m waiting !
If It’s apparently good sound post it with my permission or without permission .
Thanks.
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Dear Mr. Anonymous , good evening !
I have read every word of you and even mine and every conversation archive that I have had with you more than twice.
I don’t have anything to say but to express thousands of feelings . I think peoples found someone special and try to keep up with him or her but mean while find another one more special than him or her due to the collating/ comparing.
But everyone has week points and specialties and their own qualities. when one goes up other one go down.
So it is better to stay same as you . Love her it’s ok but don’t waste her ! don’t ever let feel her alone don’t try to separate anyone ..yes. Anyone!
Let them find and learn their self by miss match. And watch them how they try to match the miss match what they do to match those things.
It is Oddly satisfying .
Competition with theirselves ..it is really competitive !
Good bye!
Kavi.
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