An email recived from outsider! Telling about his story briefly and asked me to write for him.
Even i'm not fluent in english grammer He forced me to write this in english. Cause he needed to share this gramaticaly wasted story.
...........................................................
What we learn from people?
Have you ever felt that you are not beautiful ? Have you ever felt that you are not handsome ?
I don't know about you,but some time i felt like that, but i've recently talked with a very human person who always encourage me and support me.
Sometimes cares about me lot. Even little moody time she is around me! Not near but always trough my mobile phone.
She always telling that she is not that much beautiful and always think and condem her personality by herself.
But from the very first day i love her face lot. She got the cutest face that i have ever seen. Some times i can't resist that i needed to pinch her cheeks as hard as i can.
First day i thought she might not be like that thing, and even feel uncomfortable to get pinch her cheeks by a friend. But when i told her about my feelings she just turn her face towards me and asked me just pinch it as harder as you want.
I was speechless at that time and i thought about being a such a pervert for while and then, a thought came my mind suddenly .
If i didn't tell her about my feeling it is wrong,and if i did that thing without any love it is wrong, So i asked her is it ok to pinch your cheeks? Really ?
She said yes, you also like my brother and you are a brother to me, When i'm home my brother also used to pinch my cheeks until it get coloured like tomato.
And i know you very well , you don't need to just sleep with me or have sex with me or didn't notice you looking at my body or mentioning abut cheep bad jokes,So it's ok i can trust you.
From the that day untill she moves somewhere i pinch her cheeks whenever i got chance, Whenever i see her dimpled cheeks.
But when i told her how cute she is, She just ignored and laughed at me.
even she told me i'm not a beauty queen.
I stoped for few minutes and told her how her face still affect me that much. How much i missed her cute face,I was free and cool when she is around me.
She acts as my girlfriend sometimes,Remind me to take medicine on right time and also feed from her lunch box sometimes.
Yeh! Some times i am fulled with envious , jelous about her lover. How lucky too have her in life.
She is a very down to earth girl. Not a drama queen or grownup like a flower. If u make her angry she start with f*** letter always . If you hit her she is always ready to hit you back.
But for her lover she just like others.
Getting hit by him and cry all the day, and again forgiving him and go with him again. Beacuse may be she doesn't have any other option but to sit on his car and go where ever he needed.
This make me angry sometime but it is her choice.
That' how wide her heart is.
Sometimes she make her hair beautifully and i always admired her to knit pull some layer out from her combed hair and let it hang through her cheeks.
What make her dimpled face much hotter than before. Lovelier than before .
Her hands were very soft and it is satisfying to touch her skin. And feel her warm.
This is may be somthing called simple lined railway track files that you have written before.
But still she think i am handsome in her view. And also i am stucked in this feeling forever with some pain but with lot happy thinking about her life!
Dear writer i think this is the untold one side love story stucked between love and friendship and feels beyond brotherly bond.
I'm still thinking while Falling down to outside! 
Ayesh kavi.
No comments:
Post a Comment