Sometimes people think that this is an extraordinary way to express feelings.
May be think that he is a crazy fellow who types every morning and post it without any hesitation.
In People’s life, they found happiness by their own way,May be having a biscuit with some jam or Margarine to make them happy more than having billion of dollars.
Who told that? I am ready to give up that kind of happiness for billion dollar. Yes! Yes! Wise guys will tell you money cannot buy happiness. Ultimately, you will be able to buy biscuits with some butter and cheese or even can buy cheese factory with that much of money.
What is it now? Are you ready to give up your habit of wetting your Tikiri Mari biscuits on teacup for thousand dollar? Have ever heard about statements like “I would like to have a biscuit with cheese rather than cry for ex-boyfriend or girlfriend “.
What should I supposed to say?
If I needed to say something to them how I feel about their statements though I sometimes act as dumb and deaf person. No, Argive no hard feelings. That’s the way of world. We must keep our mouth shut sometimes to make others happy.
if you open your mouth they will put you to the Radical category, Or may be calling you he is “thadi jeppek” .
One of my best friend once said to me that he is no longer looking at other girls, because he is genuinely love his girlfriend. I don’t have anything to say but something to express. So I seek his permission to clarify the movement. Of course, he let me!
I simply asked him what love is & how you feel it. He begins to explain his felling about love. Holding hands, kissing on beach sides, hugging hard, cuddling and touching her body like wise.
What are those feelings? I can categorized those feelings under lust bro!
Yes but kavi there should be some lust in love. yeh! I agreed, so you telling me that you only love her.
Let’s image some beauty queen arrives here and she is ready to go to bed with you and asked you to come with her for a while. Still you think that you don’t look at her?
kavi that is lust !
ok bro if that is lust explain it to me, if there should be lust in love there should be some love in lust too?
May be kavi but it is temporary! Cause it triggered only sexual feelings. After things happen, everything is finished. She’ll go back and I’ll be on my place too.
Yeh bro definitely, but when you remember the movement you will feel her again and will need to sleep with her again. What is it? Still you telling me that is temporary? It is happening continuously!
Yes man you are correct, and kavi you are a real bustard. You are bending and guiding us to the answer that you need not what we need. However, that answer is the correct and feel to the heart.
Therefore, you didn’t love another one instead of your girlfriend. I asked from my friend.
From experience, I know how to heat the metal and what is the right temperature to hit the iron to bend it.
To be honest I do love actress instead of my girlfriend. he easily took an U-turn. Then chuckled and look at me like I failed to him.
This is not an exam to pass or fail this is not a race to win or lose, man I need to know exact what you feel.
He looks at me like jim pappa looking at some wild borrow and then closed his left eye and keep looking at me from his right one!
kavi you don’t easily give up right! The real reason is I am afraid to express feelings to you mostly cause your blogging thing & your poetry things, maybe I’ll be the topic of tomorrow with my name. so I’m not ready to undertake such a risk !
No! no! I won’t publish your name, places just let me know men.
Well , hmm .. ok then, what you exactly want to know .?
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so you also do love someone instead of your girlfriend? I asked him, his answer was short and very quick.
for the movement yes!
All ok so don’t feel any guilty or any bad about it? Sometimes it’s like this kavi the real one , you know her right ? sometimes there is only pressure and restrictions and limits, for her I’m like remote controller toy! I have to let her to do what she is like anything, but if I need something, she always refuses by mentioning thousands of reasons. you know kavi that I wasn’t a good guy before met her.
she forced me to come to this state she is the reason to my current behaviour .
Interesting! so She is the anchor! I said to him.
yes man totally!
And tell me what about other one? I winked at him!
he smiled, softly ! you can describe her as sails of my ship. Opposite of real one. if need a relief I talked to her and I don’t want to hide my feelings from her. she know about my girlfriend because she is one among her best friends. Also she know that I’m in love with her also and when I express my feelings to her and each & every time she replied me that she’s too. Sometimes we talked about love and sexuality very openly. However believe me kavi, being so touched and being so closed I never invited her to sleep with me. Obviously, she is hot and got nice body, I dreamed sometimes to do that thing with her, but I don’t know same time something pulled me back from that feeling. sometime I need only to hug her. just hug her man that’s it. Sometimes she is very forwarding sometimes she send me photos and ask me about her shape. for real I was looking her curved body photos like a kalani beggar looking at roast paan and chicken curry but suddenly that feel. while telling this he raised his left eyebrow.
Man! Would you show me some?
No bruh! I can’t, because she don’t need it. Due to the trust, she send me those. Therefore, I don’t let it happen kavi, even for you brother.
so you don’t trust me yeh? no bro I trust but what happen when I broke the promise? She’ll never gonna know, I know that but I feel guilty, so I don’t want add another doubt to my life. if I talked to her again there will not be comfort anymore.
So, lokka kavi, have you received your honest answers?
As always, I didn’t have anything to say but to express thousands of feeling.
Thank you!
Will meet again.
Kavi.
